I'm struggling with transitioning back to using a MAC OS -- and it ain't pretty. Sure, it's beautiful, but efficiency is key and I feel slow and dumb trying to re-acclimate myself. There really isn't a "which is better?" argument, but more of a what-works-best-for-me realization.
To tie that into my personal life, I am missing my friend very much. I remember in the beginning it was really hard and then somehow, the both of us were okay with it because we had to be. In some ways, I'm not really phased by an inevitable move. What's the point of fretting about not living in the same city when she won't bother seeing me when we live a mere 15-min drive away from each other?
Feeling all sorts of emotions and none of them quite positive at the moment. I don't fall too hard often but when I do, it really sticks. I hate it. I wish I could move on already...but I always end up asking myself, "To where?"
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