Emotional Rollercoaster

I start my new job tomorrow. I was pumped but now I'm starting to feel the tingling sensation of fear and untapped horizons. I'll have about 10 other new "classmates" to experience tomorrow with, so that helps a little. The best silver lining? My new work shoes that actually fit my feet.

Still unsure what is going on with my mom. Yesterday, she yelled at me for setting my alarm clock too early for work and complained that it woke the rest of the house. Then I said, in a slightly annoyed but quizzical voice, "How else am I supposed to get up for work?" And that was met with silence. Today, I asked her if she could help me sew something and was ignored outright. I really think she hates me no matter what anyone says. FML.